heeeeeeeey everyone! sorri i been to bizzy to write.. i am finally updating thiz thing. Sooooo

HAPPY FUCCIN NEW YEARZ!!!

i hav finally come to a cunclusion... that.. love really does kill. mabe not physically.. but emotionally and mentally.. i found out the hard way... wut we are not relizing tho.. iz that if we juz turn our headz a lil instead of keeping them in our handz... crying and sobbing and grievin.. there will b sum1 there to picc u up.. and take your hand.. and help sho the way.. for me.. there wuz joe! ur such an awsum person.. and so filled with love and spirit and hope! and thanx to u.. i kin finally see muh life frum a different view.

kenny... ur so awsum! lol.. funny timez bout meaghan... i really didnt needa kno bout her nasty padz and her bloody pantiez tho! lmaooo.. ne way.. i hope u n amber are happi together.. u 2 deserve eachother.. i am so glad i met u.. not juz becuz ur such a great person... b-cuz if not fer u.. i wouldnt hav met joe.. and i would still b hurtin of wut happend wit taki..!!! i love ya bubba!

amber... i really couldnt ask fer a better best friend.. yea u are a lil strange at timez.. lmaoo but ur so real wit people.. lmao@ u bitched meg out.. that wuz funni.. thanx fer everything girl.. thanx fer alwayz bein there.. i really owe u.. i cant wait till we go see kenny and joe.. it will b so fuccin fun! i cant wait fer u to move here in florida.. u will onli b 30 min frum me!!!!!! i love you girl!

ahhhhhhhh! merry christmas eve eve!!! lmao! ne way... life iz goin good right now!! fer once i am actually sooo happi!! ! sooo ne way.. i cant wait till christmas.. it iz gunna b a blast! imma hav so much fun!! new yearz iz gunna b great to!! i wunna get sooo wasted! haha! ne way.. tray-C and jessica... i owe u both so much! u guyz are the best of friendz ne bitch could ask fer! im so happi to hav met u girlz.. u both are so beautiful and wonderful..!!! i wish u both the best of lucc in life.... az u travel the long journey! with me buh ur side!! muahaha!! i love yall so much!!

Taki- babi... u mean more to me than u would eva kno.. i am so deeply madly truly COMPLETELY in love with you! and muh feelin'z fer u will neva change. ur everything to me.. and then sum! i can't wait till i kin call u mine n u call me ur'z!    ::one day:: ::one day:: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

im outta here got shit to do!! luv ya all soo much!

leave a comment h0'z

lata hata'z -----> exit thata way!

i'm soooo madly in love with you! it's hard to sleep, eat, or even breathe without me thinkin of you! your muh come tru! ur the onli one fer me!!! I LOVE YOU!

~~miss him~~

lalalaaa!! YAY!!! i talked to Taki last night and... it wuz great.. he asked me if he thot that me n him would b together one day.. i hopessly sed "yea i really do".. and he sed "me too"!!! wen he sed that to me.. i felt like a million briccz were lifted frum muh chest! and i could breathe again. mhm! i love you Taki! ne way.. itz so early in the mornin.. i dun even kno how i woke up... but i did.. hmmm.. i should call n wake tyler up! lmao he would b so pissed..ne way it'z saturday.. n i slept in and i didnt go to werk! damn it!

-Taki i love you so much... not only do i love you but am in love wit you! you truly are muh other half.. no matter wut ne one iz to say er do!! it will neva change muh feelingz! i promise u... till the end! i'm not givin up! I LOVE YOU!